Flailing

So not only did I not have time / energy for the High Day I was going to do a rite for -after adapting a ritual and everything- Samhain snuck up on me too. So, instead of focusing on High Days for the nonce (particularly since I've been working two jobs recently and still doing school though in a little less than a week I start a work-at-home position with Amazon :D) I've decided to work on a daily devotional and just building a practice from there.

It seems like simply focusing on High Days makes it too easy to procrastinate and prevaricate and panic and so on and so forth so that nothing is ever actually accomplished. Also since I'll be working from home soon and will finish my degree in the next six months baby steps seems more sensible and practical. And, either way, it couldn't hurt.

Other things I'm considering to assist enhance this process, making a prayer bead set of some kind and doing a daily ogham draw and keeping a journal of some sorts about the draw and the events surrounding it. My only concern regarding the ogham draw and journal is that I've never been able to keep up on daily anythings, so that may be excellent or doomed to fail.

Whatever the case soon I will have a life of my own and a good job, excitement!